I bitch way too much

I know i bitch way too much when:

1. Even huiying complains i bitch more then she does when she PMS.
2. Parents send me warning letter about my bitching.
3. Frens know what im gonna complain abt even b4 i say it, and just go LOL.

But well, too bad, u as the reader has to put up with my bitching. But actually ah, i used to not bitch alot one, and even now, i dun mean what i bitch. Alright, only rarely.

The only alternative is to stop reading. Kiat what happened to your blog? Natural death ah. (Edit: Ooops, sry, my apologies. Its still alive, just grabbing short gasps of breaths)

Just came back from my 4th run this quarter, so much for the NSR of getting more exercise. can run 2.4 'comfortably' in 11:20, not bad considering that i've gotten so much fatter. But now cant do any chin-ups, just tried after like 8 months, found i can barely do 1. SHIT! ugh.

Was supposed to start writing my Huma paper today, but after 4 hrs, haven done much, haven thought about it much. HOW! Without the enormity of a pressing deadline, i do not feel dead enough to be productive. BUT I have to be productive now. Objective is to get 1.5 papers done by friday, which amounts to 10 pages of organized, lucid, valuable thought.

I realize that one of the reasons for my low grade in hume is that i tend to only state stuff, without accompaning it with an in-depth analysis of the reasons. This is also evident in my blogging, where its so much eaiser to just type out superficial surface thought then to dig beneath to get at the valuable gems. And hence, in a valient attempt to improve my writing grade, i shall dig beneath the surface of stuff.

The natural topic for today would then be, y do i only state stuff?

1. Superficial reason, its easy! There, point proven

2. My maths background. In maths, you just marshall up logic for a proof, theres no debating whether or not the logic is 75% true or 90% true. Or at least not yet. And hence, just as in the previous point, i can then go QED without much further ado. Whereas, in the gray land, you need to marshall up evidence for and against your case, something which im not akin to doing.

3. Lazy. I have gotten use to thinking that, ah, this evidence clearly shows such and such a point. Everyone knows it, so do i, but then i never get down to expressing succiently why its such a great piece of evidence. It also takes a longer time to delve into the reasoning, in order to understand the premise and support of the infomation, instead of just sweeping it under the carpet. Hence, i tend to just state several examples, without showing clearly y any of them is even a good piece of evidence.

4. Language. Apart from my incoherence and incapability of expressing myself using right pronounciation and speeling (yar, so smart) or making my tenses agrees, i rarely bother with how a different word could actually convey/denote/imply different meaning, just like those 3!

Okie, im beginning to stink, time to bathe. tataz!