A fren was complaining that i seemed to update my blog ever so often. Well ... its like a form of carthasis for me, saying things out so that they dun get stuck in my head and bug me for the rest of the day. Once it gets out, and its formally writted down, it seems slightly easier to get on with it.
My mum was also asking y i seemed to be always complaining about work. Well, one reason is that it gets lonely in my room, and there are quite a few other distractions, hence lil work gets done. 2, hei, i write this blog so often that a fren complains. 3, i do actually have alot of work to do, considering how long i take with my essays. And u're free to try my problem sets if u want, can email them to you. 4, sometimes its just aiant conducive environment, know what i mean? Yea, been to the reg, or TK's room, but that when i get really desparate and need to WORK and get things done without distraction.
I guess, in light of recent events, my mind has been made up. Its not exactly something that i want, but there aiant much choice about it. Hope defines humans; despite knowing otherwise, we always wish that things would happen another way. The hobo just wants to win the lottrey; That guy wants his 30 secs of stardom; And what do i want? Its time to move on with my life, na de qi, fang de xia. Besides, it wasnt what i wanted when i came. Easier said than done though, one night shall settle everything hopefully.
Tomolo's a busy day. work in the morn, rehearsal in the aft, EDB dinner in the evening, then hon anal homework at night. Have my work cut out for me already... What a waste of the past 5 hrs, guess that contributed to my decision too. Yea, now that i've said it out, its time to concentrate on other stuff. Let it go. Let it loose.
Someone give me a knife. I couldn't bear to post this. Its almost as if, like i said, writing it down and posting it makes it seem all so real and final. But its a purging of the soul that i need. The army advertisment is wrong, there are some buttons that are harder to push; though i must admit the trigger was hard for me, i did sort of get over it after a while ... actually no i dont think i did, but i digress.
My mum was also asking y i seemed to be always complaining about work. Well, one reason is that it gets lonely in my room, and there are quite a few other distractions, hence lil work gets done. 2, hei, i write this blog so often that a fren complains. 3, i do actually have alot of work to do, considering how long i take with my essays. And u're free to try my problem sets if u want, can email them to you. 4, sometimes its just aiant conducive environment, know what i mean? Yea, been to the reg, or TK's room, but that when i get really desparate and need to WORK and get things done without distraction.
I guess, in light of recent events, my mind has been made up. Its not exactly something that i want, but there aiant much choice about it. Hope defines humans; despite knowing otherwise, we always wish that things would happen another way. The hobo just wants to win the lottrey; That guy wants his 30 secs of stardom; And what do i want? Its time to move on with my life, na de qi, fang de xia. Besides, it wasnt what i wanted when i came. Easier said than done though, one night shall settle everything hopefully.
Tomolo's a busy day. work in the morn, rehearsal in the aft, EDB dinner in the evening, then hon anal homework at night. Have my work cut out for me already... What a waste of the past 5 hrs, guess that contributed to my decision too. Yea, now that i've said it out, its time to concentrate on other stuff. Let it go. Let it loose.
Someone give me a knife. I couldn't bear to post this. Its almost as if, like i said, writing it down and posting it makes it seem all so real and final. But its a purging of the soul that i need. The army advertisment is wrong, there are some buttons that are harder to push; though i must admit the trigger was hard for me, i did sort of get over it after a while ... actually no i dont think i did, but i digress.
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10:56 PM
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take care dude. we should chat sometime, haven't spoken with ya for a while.
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