Masks

Was chatting with a fren abt how we act different in front of different groups of people, and esp how we are unwilling to show our actual emotions or feelings, or say whats on our mind.

made the brave attempt to confess that i had lots of masks ... and ended up being told that 'Yea, could tell' Oh no, the chinks in my armour are showing ... HOW? Must indent duct tape liao...

2nd sign, waiting for the 3rd and final one.

Alright, u saw that 1 tender moment. The stoic mask goes back on now.

Should i do 5 courses next quarter? Pirate suggests that i also do basic complex variable ... so that in my junior year i can take graduate analysis. OMG. that does not fit well into plan. Baby calvin here not willing to be pushed out into the world yet. Let me live in my mickey mouse world a little longer ... pleaseeee ...

Well, courses would be hon anal, hume, econ and stat ... then maybe that math course. Would be taking it, a matter of audit or official (cos need it for Math with spec in econ). What are the arguments for and against taking it? almost none against, several for. Y am i still so hesistant? Wanting for closure to decide... Emailed advisor already, but then most prob wont listen to his advice lol.

Serene, nice ah?