happy bdae

so, after finding out that mango tree reads my blog, im wondering what is my purpose for blogging, and who the intended audience is. What started out as a plan to concretize and record my thoughts have been sort of lagging. Thoughts are made, but not written down.

What is the purpose of this blog? well, certainly a record of things that i have done, things i want to get off my chest, things that i want to remember, things that i want to say. What should be written down? Its not going to be one of those weird blogs of songs and random gibberish (yea, u know who u r), but neither is it a short look into my life. I don't give long rambling essays, but neither is it straight to the point. In one sense, the pple reading it matters. Parents, friends, acquaintaces, strangers. What do they read when they see this? What do they think? Should i care? Why should i care? Esp those people who read but leave no trace of their pursual.

What is it im trying to say? goodness knows. argh.

Alright, lets try that again. This shall be a space for me to record down some thoughts that i have. I shouldn't bother about the people reading it, even if they realize that im bitching abt them. Parents on the other hand, some stuff they shouldn't know lol. It shouldn't be a record of day-to-day activities, but the more poignant ones in my life.

And so, i shall state for the record that i finally get a haircut, technically that is. Got so irritated with the hair over my eyes and ears that i went to chop it off (hair that is). And shaved while i was at it. So kiat, maybe i look my old self again. This pic is dedicated my parents who haven seen me for 4 months... Handsome rite? lol, getting narcissitic liao. Haha, i realize that i should have taken a before pic too. oh well, after another 4 months i can go be a hobo for a week before flying back... Was wearing contacts to see the hair i was attempting to chop away at. Found a use for contacts. Went to class, rubbed my eye and couldn't find the lens. Remebered y i hated contacts.


LJ, in yr nohari window u put insecure as an option. I think, to a certain extent, we all are. Even those that hide behind a seamless facade. We all have out weak moments that we cover up.

Oh yea, happy bdae. Yr present will come in august, if i get back that is.